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Sep. 19th, 2007 01:08 pm my cutie Nephew MASON!!!! 8-14-07

my cutie nephew!!!!

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Feb. 6th, 2007 08:34 am well.....

i just had my into. therapy session yesterday to begin Gender Therapy at the Fenway Health Care Center in Boston. It went very well. Felt very comfortable being there. Aside of getting lost cause of the directions on the website were completely bogus and wrong, i made it just in the nick of time. ;P Well CHEERS to the journey coming to a start with me and my gender identity. :) Alot of good questions were asked about everything in my life, Past and Present and i believe i gave very good and valid answers. I should hear back from them in the next couple weeks to get things officially started and whatnot. so wish me luck!! :)

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Jan. 26th, 2007 08:55 am Whoa!!! its been forever...

hey there.... its been decades since ive updated. Not to much is going on, well alot is going on. I have been working alot. I think since my last update i never mentioned my job promotion. Now i am Program Supervisor at the residential program ive been working at for 2 years now. Its pretty cool. I am currently looking for a part time job to occupy my free time with more work and make more money so i can get back on my feet and not struggle as much as i am now. Which technically with living at my parents house i shouldnt be struggling, but a few set backs happend a couple months ago and now i am just playing catch up which hasnt been easy with creditors calling me left and right. So yea a part time job is nessesary at this point. I have some tests coming up at the hospital next week. They are checking my colon out for some stuff. Cause ive had a lot of stomach issues and they want to get to the bottom of this, so tests are being done. Which isnt fun.

I am going in for a Gender Therapy Consult on Feb. 5th up in Boston.. Very nervous and excited to get things started, but not rushing anything. Its a constant rollar coaster with the gender idenity at this point. I just need someone to talk to and figure out my thoughts, but there are other things i need to work on besides gender idenity anyways. So i am hoping they can help me with the other stuff aswell.

The single life has been ok lately. I for the most part dont mind it, but at times it does get lonely and i miss the affection i would get in a relationship and whatnot. I have been meeting some very cool people lately. Making new friends makes up for the relationship stuff, but there's always that element that is missed you know?? But i try not to dwell on it, and move on and realize that i should just work on ME right now and get back on my feet and get my own apartment first and be stable before getting involved in serious relationships. :)

Current Location: Work.....shhhhhhh
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Current Music: Nelly Furtado-Say It Right

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Sep. 15th, 2006 12:04 pm

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Aug. 13th, 2006 12:46 pm PIctures of my Babyboy MARLEY!!!!

isnt he just the cutest!!??? sorry forgot how to put in a cut. but he's to precious so but under a cut.

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Jul. 11th, 2006 09:18 am well, i know its been forever..........

hey everyone. its been eternity since i've posted. I think now a days i should post more often. My life at this point is in pretty much ruins. The last 7ish months i was in a relationship with who i thought was the love of my life and roughly a week ago i got my life taken away in a instant. I was living in Nashua, NH trying to start a new life in a new location with someone i loved very much with great new friends and family. The only downfall was the financial aspect of everything, which makes things hard in the relationship, but isnt everything. Love is all that matters. But anyways, i was dumped last wednesday. I was devistated and a wreck, and still broken. Which is pretty much exspected due to the fact its only been a week. I will be broken for a while i sence.

So after the "conversation" and crying, i packed up the majority of my stuff and left and moved back down to Attleboro and currently living with my parents for the friggen 3rd time. I have bad luck with moving out and living on my own and then something happends where i have to move back. Thank god my parents have the "revolving door" policy, or else i would be living out of my car. Thankfully i have my bestfriend to help me through this hardship. He's been everything since it happend. We've hung out and laughed and talked. Ive also been catching up with my old highschool friends which is awesome. Cause i have missed them alot, and want to mend our friendships back together and be good friends again. I havent seen them in years because we just grew apart due to different personalities and Values. Which now that we're older and matured, we now see eye to eye on things and appreciate eachothers differences.

I've been trying to brainstorm my life basically. Think about what goals i want to set for myself and get an idea of where i want to go with my life and persue my passions. I have been thinking more and more about going back to school. Maybe take a class here and there, just to get my brain going and working. Got to get the "sludge" out of it and get some knowledge. I have decided what my career is going to be. Catering is my passion or some type of personal chef/catering person. i want to go to Johnson and Wales and learn new skills of cooking and get ideas and whatnot, aswell as taking some buisness courses and get that going. Cooking is an absolute passion of mine. Always has, but didnt relize it fully until recently. So atleast now i know what type of direction i want to go into with my life.

Now that i pretty much got tons of shit off my chest and let it all out, im gonna go back to work. I would love comments. I miss everyone and promise to post more and more.

OHOHOH PS.... Rock Hard Kings has a show Saturday night at Pulse, so if your in the area (providence, ri) let me know and i will give you more details. LATAH!!!!

Current Mood: crushedcrushed
Current Music: Fleetwood Mac- Go Your Own Way (ironic!! huh??)

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Jul. 1st, 2006 11:59 am im alive!!!

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Jan. 26th, 2006 08:12 pm Rock Hard Kings!!

This is My drag groups promotional Video. Check it out and give me some input. Thanks!!

Hunter Busch

This will only work if you have Quicktime, but it is free to download on Apple.com.


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Oct. 30th, 2005 04:36 pm My LIFE !!

This Is My Life, Rated
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Oct. 12th, 2005 05:51 pm RHK hitting up BOston tomorrow night!!!

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